I've finally gotten to the point where I'm completely content in singleness. I have absolutely no desire to be in a relationship right now and it feels amazing. I love this place. I am embracing singleness, not looking for anything or anyone. I know the Lord will release me when He is ready and i am completely comfortable waiting here until that happens....
The frustrating part is that it seems as though this was the cue for the rest of the world to be interested in me. I finally get to where I'm not interested in anyone, not even considering, and all of a sudden they want to pursue me. Not cool. We have a group of 4 of us that have been hanging out for a while now and two of them are married. Recently the other guy has started to try to pursue something with me which has just frustrated me. I now can't hang out with them anymore because he needs to realize nothing is going to happen. BUH! Another guy who I haven't talked to in almost a year has recently started contacting me wanting to get coffee. I just don't get it!
Anyways, it's a great place to be and feels awesome but of course I can't seem to avoid boys. I wish they would leave me alone and let me be in this place with the Lord before I meet my husband. Although, I have a feeling that that could be soon. This is the time when it tends to find you :)
Forever and Always
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